2 Days Worth of Ranting...

It's 5am in the morning, and here I am preparing a draft for my blog... Honestly, my biological clock is definitely not functioning... Oh well...

You know, right now I kinda feel tired of sleeping alone (warning: YAOI)... Eating alone (well, not all the time, since sometimes someone would offer to eat with me)... Walking alone... Waking up alone... Sure, I was alone from the beginning, and I should've gotten used to it... But it do gets into your nerves tama-tama ni...

How did some people who look even worse than me get their partners anyway?...

Melancholy aside, I've been re-re-re-re-re-watching Gundam SEED... And it makes me wonder... The idea of a world without war, and how screwed up an unjustified war is has already been around for quite some times... Yet we still get into meaningless wars... Iraq, Bosnia, Palestine, and soon Syria, Iran, and maybe Malaysia... Is war really that fun?... So exciting you just can't get enough?... Or maybe a certain President should have a taste of going out for a battle himself... What the hell was he thinking sending soldiers to wherever he wanted without thinking about the cost, both financial and non-financial?...

"If you shoot a husband, his wife will hate you. If you shoot a son, his mother will hate you. And if someone shoots you, I will definitely hate that person. Why can't you understand such simple cycle?" -Uzumi Attha-

Which brings us to the next issue... Recently, we can see a lot of terrorist activities which was claimed to be masterminded by Muslims... I can't agree with that... Sure, we Muslims had been treated unjustly a lot (and so does other people who end up being a terrorist), but majority of us are not war-lovers... Nothing can be gained from a war... When we go for a war, a country will lose a huge sum of its GDP, individuals who could've made the country better and contribute to the economy, fathers of many childs, husbands of many wives, etc... ANd even in Islam, the objective of going for a war is to defend... And we Muslims only shoot to kill when the enemy is deemed to harm in any way he can... Muslims shoot to disarm, to make the enemies lose their capacity to shoot... But not to kill...

"Kill because someone killed somebody, be killed because somebody was killed, do you really think that peace will come that way?" -Cagalli Yula Attha-

I strongly belive some of the adults who are being given the duty as decision makers (presidents, prime ministers, CEOs, etc) should watch some animes which makes sense... And stop reading American comics... And try to see things from all the possible aspects of an issue... War is just for defending ourselves when harm is definitely coming our way, weapons are made to support neutrality and maintain peace, winning a war through massacre does not make anyone happy... Sou omotta kara...

"Knowledge is power. Power is just power. With great power, comes great responsibilities. Power alone, nor will alone, will change anything at all." -Shinnoir-

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Bleh... I got sick, again... The same old sickness; sore throat, mild fever, coughing... I guess I do lack some nutrients... And a lot of exercise...

Got my exam result today, and boy, am I glad to see that I've done good enough, if not well... At least no failure, and all of the grades exceeded my expectations... Now that that's out of the way, I can calmly start my project paper... I hope TT__TT...

Anyway, have you guys ever think about this: How would it feel to kill your own best friend?... I kept asking this question time and again (to myself, of course), and I still can't picture myself doing it... Fighting against my best friend may not be a task too hard for me, but ending a best friend's life?... I doubt that I could ever do so... If he wants to end MY life, I wouldn't object, though...

So what's the relevance of this stupid question of mine?... Well, consider this: Someday we will all part ways with one another... And if, let's say, by cruel fate we were to meet again as foes, be it business rivals or, in an extreme event, as opposing members of different groups, how would you react?... If you still don't get what I'm talking about, consider Kira Yamato and Athrun Zala (GS, GSD), Natsuki and Shizuru (Mai-HiME), Sasuke and Naruto (well, Sasuke seems to be more than willing to end Naruto's life)...

I'll leave it to you guys to ponder about it... Then again, who would ever ponder on the words of a naive guy who acts like a teenager?... Although on my opinion, if everyone stubbornlt holds true to their naivities, the world would've been a better place...

Ranting after a long hiatus...

Ah... Hisashiburi da ne... I've been very lazy lately (readers: shouldn't it be " AS ALWAYS"?), that's why I haven't blogged for quite some time... For those who visited this lame excuse of a blog, thank you very much, and thousands of apologies for not updating... My life is a very dull life anyway :p...

Currently, I'm staying im my room at the college illegally (kids, don't EVER follow my footsteps), waiting for the new term to start... In the mean time, I'm working on the business paper that has been long due (and I haven't started anything yet, eep >.<) and practicing for the coming archery tournament... Nanka doki doki surun'da, hajimete dakara participating as a university representative... Wish me luck okay... And on top of that, i'm supposed to prepare my resume... Since my practical training will start off next semester... Now this is something I don't want to screw up... I don't mind losing that archery tournament, nor the L'oreal Estrat Challenge... But if I failed to please my employer, not only will I shame the university, I might also have a bleak working future T_T... Kami-sama, tasukete... ... ...

Some of you (particularly Suyin, Ihab, and some of my friends) knew that I was expecting someone to live with me (illegally, that is)... Well, it turned out to be a dream afterall... He backed-off at the last minute, saying that he's busy and all... And he hadn't contacted me AT ALL... Oh, well... I should've known better... Love is a luxury I can't afford anyway, plus Shuu-chan DID put a curse on me... Bleh... So, I'm still single ^_^... And I can concentrate on Ihab XD XD...

Have you guys read XXXHolic manga?... It's damn funny, and I kinda found that Youko is an interesting person... I wish to know someone like that... Someone persuasive and manipulative, and in Suyin's words, "freakingly powerful and evil"... I kinda like the way she toyed with Watanuki, and somehow I felt like she actually cared for Watanuki a lot... Though her personality hides that very efficiently ^_^;;... I wonder if the anime has been released... We all know the movie has, in conjunction with one of Tsubasa's episodes...

Well, I think I'll stop here for the time being... If I write any longer, then I won't have anything else to write later on ;3... Until then, ja ne... Shitsure shimasu :3 ~~~...